I. Out of the Blue

Set in an imaginary landscape of the present day, one man’s confrontation with the unknown leads him on a journey of self-discovery. His ordered existence comes crashing down when he encounters a fissure in the ground. This discovery triggers a chain of events that send him to the ends of the earth and force him to face what his life may or may not be. 

In this story that fuses autobiography and fiction, I try to understand our eternal search for meaning and hope in the face of the unknown future. We once looked up at the stars to divine the future. How do we find this future now? Will there be a sign or a signal?

Using images that are collaged, montaged, erased, and drawn on, I portray my belief in the future’s unlimited variations. Collage is like creating the future—we combine experiences and circumstances and move them around to see what fits and what makes sense. At any point, we may choose to go left or right, turn back or move forward. Each choice alters the trajectory and overall shape of our lives. There is a great mystery here: we are on a journey where there is no map—it is pieced together as we go along. Thus, we become the traveler and cartographer, the origin and the destination.

For this one man’s quest, his journey is about to veer off its projected course and into a land of a million suns.

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